Therapy Thursday: "Am I being Used?"

Here's this weeks session...

So I met this guy while I was deployed in Iraq. My friend from school had joined the army and I had no idea about it. So my friend introduced me to him. About a couple of weeks into us meeting each other, he decides to look me up over myspace and email saying that he would love to come and pick me up in the car and just ride around to talk, just so he could get to know me. So we started talking and what not about our lives and shit like that. So he proceeds on to tell me about his 2 year old daughter. So im like cool. Then as weeks passed, we started to get a lil closer to each other. He would start kissing on me and telling me how bad he wanted me.
So I had to hold back cause I didn't wanna just have sex with this dude knowing that I just met him. So as time progressed we eventually had sex. Then one night we were sitting in the dayroom where his company was, and we were watching television. All of a sudden, he comes out the blue and tells me that he's falling in love with me. I was so shocked. I didn't wanna believe it at first cause my ex had told me the same thing. He told me that it was something about me that he just couldn't touch down on. So as time progressed I started falling in love with him too. He would pick me up and take me to his room. We would just lay there and talk and fall asleep in each others arms. We eventually started arguing back and forth about dumb small shit. We still do to this day but we talk it over and forget about it. Now here's where the problem comes in at. So he goes on 2 weeks of leave around Christmas time to go and see his family. He didn't wanna go cause he wanted to stay with me. I didn't want him to go either, but I know that he had shit going on at home and he needed to be at home with his family. So I let him keep my ipod so that he would have something to listen to on the way to the states. So he comes back or whatever and tells me that he left my ipod at home. I was so mad cause I needed my ipod to go the gym and work out. So one day, I get an email from this random ass bitch. So she introduces herself telling me that she was his baby mama. So I was like how the hell did this bitch get my email address? So she goes on and says that he left my ipod at his mama house and that she found it. Then she says she will be returning it as soon as possible. So im like okay. Then I got another message from her over facebook saying how he is so full of shit and that we need to talk. So she leaves her number in the message that she sent. So I went to his room and was like why is your baby mama emailing me. So me and him talked about it and he was pretty furious over the fact that this bitch emailed me. So I told him that she gave me her number. The next day, we went to call her. And boy was he shitting bricks because of the stuff she was saying. So as she talking im looking at him just laughing because I cant believe half the shit this bitch is saying about him. So we hung up with her and went back to his room. I was a little upset because I felt like I was being thrown in the middle of all this drama. So she decides to send me a friend request over facebook. After that request, i stopped sending her messages cause I knew this bitch was up to no good. And I was right. The bitch was just trying to be my friend so she can see if me and him were talking. I fooled her because she had no way of knowing if we are talking or not. So now me and him are still talking. And the thing is, I feel like im being used. By used I mean used for sex. And I cant believe how deeply in love I am with this guy. Should I stay and see how far things will work, or should I go? Am I being stupid for having sex with? Should I move on and do me? He is my heart and I would hate to break up with him. What should I do?

Bloggers, any thoughts?

Lil' Wayne Pt.3

Now we all know Wayne sure loves his groupies, but for the most part he seems to treat them well.  Enjoy...

Okay, now I have to be honest with you when I first read these blogs I didn't believe any of them. I know from personal experience how hard it is to get close to a entertainer, especially when you have to compete with hundreds of other girls willing to do the same thing you do, but it happen to me so I have a little more faith in these other stories, but here's mine.
Me and my best friend were both getting ready to go to a local super jam that's held in N.C. every June right around my birthday. This past year Lil Wayne was the headliner so we got our tickets super early and got the closest seats we could, which turned out to be second row floor seats. We both wore the shortest outfits we could wear, hoping to catch someones eye that night. We got to the show and watched some rejects get on stage. The event started at seven, and it was around eleven when Lil Wayne finally came out. His hair was pulled back into cornrows with his dreads (which is sooo sexy) he had on a pair of red skinny jeans and a leather vest and he looked so good I felt my leg getting wet watching him perform. By the time he got to Pussy Monster, my leg was shaking I wanted him so bad. At the end of his performance the DJ asked people to gob on stage and I grabbed my girl and we both ran on stage. I looked for Wayne but he was gone. Disappointed me and my friend were prepared to jus swing to the after party, meet up with some lucky guy, turn his world upside down and go home. As we headed out of the venue a big dude dressed in black grabbed my girls arm, we both turned around. He asked what we was getting into and we told him the after party at a local club. He said that he knew a after party that we might want to go to. I looked at my girl, I already knew I was down but she drove so she had to give the okay. She said yeah, so we followed the guy back into the building. We took stairs to a floor that was way above where the performance was held. I just had a feeling it was bout to go down. We walked into a room where there was like at least fifty girls, some naked, some were already having sex with nobodies. The guy told us he was a bouncer his name was Klem and offered us a drink. Now since me and my girl were already rolling we took one drink and stopped there, plus I wanted to remember this night. We partied for about two hours, it was loud, girls were stripping, giving blow jobs and everything you could imagine right there in the room. Then it got quiet, I turned around and Lil wayne stood in the doorway on a cell phone, all the hoes in the room jumped up trying to get to him. We just sat, he had his pick so we just wanted to have a good time. Klem came and got me and my friend and took us into what looked like a dressing room and we sat there by ourselves for another hour or so. Then in walks mr. carter, I wanted to drop to my knees then but I tried to keep it cool. I introduce myself and my friend and he introduced himself like that was needed. He had someone with him and he looked like a baby no more than twelve maybe. I said hi to him also, he just smiled and sat at a table playing on his phone. So now its the four of us in a room all alone, Wayne asked me were we just friends and I winked at him, even though we were just friends I wanted a piece and would do anything. He asked me to kiss her. I got up leaned across him and put my hands between her soaking wet thighs and tongued the hell out of her and I loved it. I kissed her till I felt his hand reach under my skirt, he didn't seem surprise that I didn't have panties on. He rubbed my pussy with his whole hand, I thought I was going to cum just from that. I stopped kissing my girl and stood over him so he could really grip my pussy. My friend stood up behind me and took my shirt off. She started rubbing my breast, and I lost it all over Mr. Carters fingers. I could see how hard he was through his pants but I wasn't ready to get there yet. I turned around to face my friend and pulled her dress off, so she was standing there naked. I started licking her breast and playing with her pussy. I sat her down in the chair in front of me and bent over so my ass was in Wayne's face. I started eating her out. He loved that. He kept asking the little boy did he like it and of course he did. I ate her till she came. I stood Wayne up and pulled his pants down and exposed that pretty dick of his its big and thick, I got on my knees and tried to swallow his dick. My girl got on her knees and started licking whatever she could get her mouth on. After about fifteen minutes of sucking that big dick he came all over my mouth. I kept sucking and licking him slow to get him back hard and it took a little work but I wanted him to get some of this pussy. When it was a little harder I took my skirt off and bent over and guided his dick into my soaking wet pussy, I clapped my ass while he stroked it soft and slow, not what I expected but it was good. My girl laid down in front of me and I ate her pussy while he got me from the back. After about five minutes of slow thrusting I stood up and let him get my girl while I sat on her face. He really liked that that he could see the faces I made while he was getting my girl, he was really quiet, no noises except fro heavy breathing. When I saw that he was about to cum I pulled on his arm so he would pull out and sucked him a little. After about ten minutes of that my girl got up and rode his dick with her back to him, so I got down and suck his balls and licked her pussy and they both came all over my mouth. After it was over it was so weird he didn't say anything he got up, picked up his phone, told his friend to come on and left. We were sitting in the room by ourselves again. We got dressed and after about two hours Klem came in and without saying a word we followed him out the building. I have not seen Lil Wayne since but me and my girl talk about that every time we get together and sometimes we even have another night together in his memory. Best sex ever.

Hmmmm...

Therapy Thursday

Here's today therapy "session"...

I was invited to an event at pleasure p's house which fell on a Sunday,and I met this guy he was nice looking so we exchanged numbers,we chatted over the next couple of days via text he invited me over his place to hang out with him which was on a Tuesday. I didn't stay very long because i was going out to dinner that evening,but we did have some time to talk before i left.he texted me that morning with the "Good morning text" we decided that we would hang out later that night he asked me if i would like to spend the night and i replied NO because i felt it was way too soon for sleepovers,so around 8pm i went to his house and he cooked me dinner and we ate while watching stand up comedy and we also talked. When we were finished eating he asked me if i would like to take some shots of 1800 with him, and being that he is 10 years older then me (I'm 19 he's 29) i didn't want to seem immature,or stuck up. So i took some shots and i let my limit be 3 due to the fact that i am a lightweight when it comes to alcohol.So i sat back and i could kinda feel that the alcohol was sneaking up and taking its toll on me,at this time my speech was a little slurred and i became really drowsy so i closed my eyes,and he started kissing on my stomach and then he began to perform oral sex on me,and even though my eyes were closed and i was basically passed out in my mind i still knew what was going on but i felt like i didn't have the strength or energy to stop it being that my judgment was impaired,but it felt amazing!!! and he proceeded to have sex with me,and he kept hitting me on my face trying to wake me up & calling my name but i couldn't open my eyes.So when he finished i guess he carried me to bed and laid me down to sleep.the next morning he seemed very nervous and worried he asked me was i OK several times,he wanted to take me to breakfast but i just really wanted to go home ,i was more so ashamed of myself then i was of him for even putting myself in that position.I spoke with him the next day and i told him it was pointless to even stress the fact to him that I'm not that type of girl because he slept with me 3 days after knowing me so i know the respect factor went out the window but he is only my third partner so i don't think I'm a complete slut.I cried many nights after that,because i felt like it was more-so taken from me,were still cool,we talk from time to time we actually hung out again a couple of weeks after and there wasn't any sex involved. My friends feel like i was raped but i would say i was taken advantage of while under the influence,what do you think? please give me some feedback?

P.S.
I would like to tell the women out there that this could happen to you so please take the extra precaution and not allow yourself to get drunk while in the presence of someone you dont really know or can trust for that matter!!


Any suggestions?

Reggie Bush

So I received this story last year back in July, but I was a little weary of the its authenticity and I like Kim K.  But in light of recent events (Carmen Ortega) I'm going to go against my journalism "ethics" and post it and let yall decide...

I was working in a strip club about a year ago in Atlanta and the owner of the club is a very good friend of the owner of a club in South Beach. Our Boss decided to take some of the girls that work for the club in a trip to Miami so we can go to Club Dream and mingle with the VIP and just enjoy ourselves Friday and Drive back to the A on Saturday.

It was our boss and 4 more girls. The thing was that our boss didn’t tell us who all was going to be in the club that night, ( But he already knew all about it). Well as soon as we get there, we get in straight VIP and there was this Djs Birthday party that is friends of my Boss as well , that night Plies, Dj Khaled, Ace Hood, Rick Ross, I mean a lot of Miamis Hot artist were inside the club performing.
So all of the girls and I were having a good time. Im Venezuelan so im not that attracted to Black men don’t get me wrong they are very attractive but I LOVE SPANISH MEN!
Anyways this hot bartender girl comes up too me and she said follow me. So I follow her I was like damn she is cute ( because I go both ways) anyways she takes me to another section of the VIP and ask me to take a sit and offered me a drink and tells me to wait here for just a minute. this very big black guy full of tatoos and very muscular with a lot of jewelery (blinging like americans say).my gorls told me later on that that was ( Marques Colston). Told me that he had ask the girl to bring me up here. So I was pretty flattered he asks me my name and where I was from and so I did , I was not attracted to him at all but I can tell he had a lot of girls because they kept staring at him and he couldnt lay off his phone. So while we are talking he tells me he will be back and to please to not go anywhere. I said go ahead ill be here. So while im sitting this Build black guy ( I swear I only attract black guys for some reason) comes up to me and tells me that I look bored I was like no not at all. ( I swear he looked so familiar for some reason) So he starts talking to me he asks my name and i asked for his and he just said call me Razzle. (Something like that). So the dude that I was supposdly waiting(Marques) comes back and said OH OKAY (I MEAN HE WAS LOUD!!!) I SEE YOU MET MY BOY REGGIE. And im like as soon as he said Reggie I already knew that was Reggie Bush I mean he looked just like The Kardashian, black boy she be with. So I was like oh yes I did. I was looking too see if Kardashian girl was somewhere in that VIP section but she wasn’t there was only Big Black Men and very beautiful ladies that either work for the club or just friends of the guys. So I was there talking to both of them. I don’t drink but I know they was drinking and for some reason they looked high as well. So The Big dude full of tatoos ask me for my phone number and ask me if I would like to chill with him that night I told him my situation that we came in with four more girls . he was pretty excited when he heard that and wanted me to bring them over. So I tell him sure and I leave that VIP section to go get my girls. As soon as im walking out Reggie surprises me by behind and puts his phone in my hand and tells me to put my number so I did. It was very discrete. Plus it was very packed .Well I come back to the VIP with my 3 girls and they LOVE black men specially men with money. So I let my girls flirt all they want with him(Marques) because I didn’t want him. To make the story short my three girls leave with that big black guy that got me in VIP(Marques). And ask me if I wanted to come I said no that I was going to head back to the hotel because our boss was going to wake us up at 10 am so we can head back to the A. they are like aight cool I was a little bit worried but they are old enough to know what they were doing.
Well so I tried to get a hold of my boss and tell him what was going on. He didn’t answered. I head back to the Hotel it was walking distance so I didn’t care.
As soon as I get ready to prepare my self to go to bed I got this text and it said whats up sexy? I was like who is this and he said Razzle. And well too make the story even shorter we was texting and he said what does he have to do too see me. I tell him to come to the hotel and chill for a while but he said no that it was better If I came to where he was. I told him I didn’t have a car he said he was gonna get me picked up. So I said cool ( I have slept with so many men but never black men) but I was willing to sleep with the Kardashian boy. Jaja
Well he ask me which hotel im staying and that he will be there in 5 minutes. So I was waiting for more than 5 minuted it was like 30 minutes actually. And then I get a phone call from another number and tells me to go downstairs when I get downstairs it wasn’t Reggie it was another big black boy he looked pretty young. He was like you Reggies friend right Im like yes. So we are driving and I was pretty scared. I didn’t know the man that I was in the car with.( but im used to that)He was very quiet the whole time with the music very loud . So we finally get there and it was in this big building in Miami Beach I guess it was his Condominuim it was very nice it was all covered with glass and you could see a very nice view of Miami and Keybiscane it was a dream.
The guy that picked me up left and I stayed by myself with reggie. by that time it was already 5 am and I tell him that I need to be home by 10 am atleast!.. his like don’t worry sexy ill get you there. So I start talking to him ( he is very quiet) and finally he ask me what do I do for a living I tell him that I am a stripper and he was like oh yeah do somehting then. And I started to do what I do at work to earn my dollars he was pretty horny. He ask me if I was real if my brest my butt my hair my lips I mean everything. I said to him papi im spanish what do u think? He said he hated plastic. Well he tells me to hug him so while im hugging him he is grabbing my butt pretty hard just feeling my whole body. he pulls me up and starts carying me into his bedroom It was so beautiful there it was like a leopard print decoration very sexy I swear he is very rich. So he lays in the bed with me and takes his shirt off Ay Dios mio Ladies he is so build everything is muscle so defined ive never seen something like that he is almost perfect with that body. So he asks me to kiss him so I kissed him it was pretty nice he was very gentle but kiss me like he knew me forever. He start sliding his hands under my top and playing with my breast he then lifted my top agin and start sucking my nipples I mean that boy knows how to work his mouth. He pulls my leggings down and starts feeling my pussy I tell him that he can do that but gently he was doing it pretty rough and im not use to that. he kept telling me to hold him tight. While we are kissing in the heat of the moment he pulls his penis out it was very big and thick and very smooth I mean it look real pretty he move my head where his penis is. it was obvious what he wanted and he said kiss it. I start to suck it( that’s the most I would do with my clients at work and I do the best job ever) I cant tell he liked it because he kept saying “Oh Shit”, “Fuck” and all kinds of bad words. And pulled my hair real hard.When I got down to his balls he said that that was his weak spot. He just said he wanted to fuck my fine ass he grab my legs and put them on top of his shoulders and start having sex with me it was pretty aggressive ive never been with a man with a penis that big.( and ive been with at least 50) Then he turns me around and start hitting it from the back and slapping my butt that was pretty good but then again too aggressive for my taste.We were probably 15 minutes having sex. when we finished, I begged him to take me back to the hotel but he said he couldn’t take me that his brother will so its already like 8 am.
While we are waiting on his brother he tells me he would like to keep me and if I don’t say anything to anybody he will fuck me my whole life. I could tell he was pretty nervous. I told him to not worry that I don’t kiss and tell he kept calling me his bust it baby. I don’t know what that means. When finally his brother comes, Reggie makes me promise that this was going to be our secret. I finally got to the hotel and my boss and girls were worried because i had turn my phone off. I told them that I went to an afterparty but they didn’t believe me.
They kept insisting but I never told them who I spent the night with.
Reggie told me to call him when I got back to Atlanta which I did. I didn’t get no answer from him. He calls a couple times or text but when I call him back or text he wont answer. Last time we spoke he said he was going to fly me to New Orleans. He said he will come see me in Atlanta but im good because im working things out with the father of my children.
For my fisrt experience in Having sex with a black man it was average I expected more. If I had the chance to do it again I would because second time is always better.

Bloggers, any thoughts?  

P.S.  I am still blogging, but need more groupie tales and therapy thursday sessions, please email me @ TALESOFAGROUPIE@GMAIL.COM

Nelly

Not like we haven't gotten a story from him before, but it's nice to know when someone is consistent...

Okay so,this took place three years ago when i lived in Atlanta. A girlfriend of mine was having a bachlorette party at club Cheetah. So we get there and as usual it's packed,and immediately I was ready to go. We're sitting there having drinks,attempting to have a good time for the last time before my girl is locked down. A few hours pass,and at this point i'm a little tipsy so i'm good. My girl *China nudges me directing my attention to some dude who walks in with a bunch of hood looking negros. Low and behold,it's Nelly! No body gaurds,no bouncers just a swarm of bitches flockin at his feet. I play it cool,even though i'm losing it inside. The rest of the night i'm lowkey eyeing him but not eager,that aint my style. Anyway long story short,we're leaving and his boy comes up and says "We seen you peekin but you aint speakin,you can't leave yet." We end up small talking until Nelly comes out,grabs my hand,and pulls me toward his ride a big ass black range with "durty" on the grill. He didnt say anything Until he opens the door,all the while lickin his lips and looking me up and down. He asks me my name,where i'm from and if i ever had any diseases! I'm like hell fuckin no! Couldn't believe he had the nerve,he then says he asked because he planned on fuckin me not right now but right now. Anyway i agree to go back to his house (not hotel). We get there and he runs a bath,we small talk for a while,he takes my hand,undresses me and himself,we get in the tub. He starts massaging my whole body with his soft ass hands,i'm so turned on i reach down grab his pipe(very nice size about a nine)..he puts a condom on,pulls me out of the jacuzzi and fucks me long and hard on the edge of the tub,to the floor,the counter back to the tub. It was so good i felt it for days..I didnt bother leaving my number,i knew what it was,we havent got up since but i definitely would ride that again! Daddy is a ten.

Thoughts?

Therapy Thursday: "To be or not to be?"

Happy Thursday everyone!! I really miss hearing from everybody. This blog is a lot different now than I thought it would be. Anyhow, please feel free to email me @ talesofagroupie@gmail.com!!

Ok, I really need advice. I just read your story about the young lady who had a relationship with a married man. My story is similar. I was 16 when I met *Sean. He Told me he was 25. So we just went out Every now and again. He never pressured me for sex. He didn't know at the time I was a virgin. We kept in contact for years. When I turned 19 we saw each other more and more. I finally lost m virginity to him. Our relationship was going good. later found out he lied about his age he is actually 35(he looks young tho).So now I'm 21 we been together for going on 6 years. In july I found out he was getting married...and not to me...to 31 year old woman who he had been with for 10 years. I was shocked. I was hurt. And we stopped talking....for a while. I'm so in love with him it hurts. So we continued to see each other. Its not just sex with him. We go out we do bf/gf things. I found out frm his brother that his wife is not from this country and she comes from money. He claims he won't be married to his wife for long and just with her for money. I'm lost because idk if he lying about the whole situation. I know he loves me but I'm not sure if that's enough. I feel like our relationship is partly based on a lie. But I want to be with him at the same time. I'm just not sure if this relationship is worth it anymore. I need advice!!!

Hmmmm?!?

Therapy Thursday: "The older man"

Here's your Therapy Thursday fix...

Im 18 and ihave such a fetish for older men. Im not talking about like 5 years older neither. I mean older as in in their 30s and 40s. It all started back when I was like 15 and my next door neighbor was an old school cat. He had the bald ass head with the goatee and connected side burns. He was just extremely grown & sexy to me. He would always have on beaters exposing his fire ass body and constantly licking his lips. I would find my self looking out my window waiting for him to pull up to his house then I would purposely go outside and fake like im checking the mail or some shit because every time he seen me he would speak or say something I would like to hear. I remember him always making little flirty comments & shit. One day I remember coming home from work and he was saying how attractive I am and when I get a few years older holla at him. Till That point and on I've never been interested in the dudes around my age. People used to think I was gay because I seriously never gave any guy any play no matter how attractive he was. Younger guys are just not my cup of tea. They don't have that appeal to me like the older ones do. But about the old school cat I would've been all over him as soon as I came of age but I ended up moving away. I've never been in a relationship until now. Im dating a guy that's in his early 30s & people have been bashing me about it. I started talking to him when I was 17. He immediately grabbed my attention when I seen him working out at the Y. HE had this chocolate skin and a physique of a football player. He kind of remind me of Michael Vick. We exchanged numbers and was talking for the longest. We didn't start popping anything off until I was 18. My pops is 38 years old and he's actually not speaking to me. He called me a whore and if he ever found out who the guy was he was going to beat his ass. That's the point both my parents haven't got that im not the little girl I once was anymore. Its hard for them to actually accept the fact that I've blossomed into a young lady and I can do me regardless of what they say. They actually didn't even want me moving out and getting my own apartment for gods sakes! People are just giving me the 3rd degree talking mad shit about it. Im trying not to let it get to my head but its like my family and friends always bringing up that "That nigga old enough to be your pops or your mother could be messin around with dude as old as he is." They are always just talking shit. He's 6 years younger then my parents and I have yet to introduced him to anyone and don't think I will any time soon. What do you guys think of my situation? Am I doing the right thing? Has anyone ever had this type of problem?

What do you guys think?